Tuesday, July 21, 2009
omg.
had a nap during lunch time at work and had the weirdest dream ever. so bad that i had to blog it. perhaps says something about whats screaming from the deepest part of my being.
started out with me entering a car. so i sat down, then this girl came in (i know who is she but i won't mention, so yeah its not some random girl). she cheekily placed her arm around my shoulder, like good fren kinda gesture. immediately i grabbed her hand and refused to let go. then I felt like I was so dependant on that warmth and affection that I was just living on it. so i continue to hold onto that hand and i wouldn't let go as my world spinned around it. but i still didn't let go until i realise i was in a dream. but it didn't stop there. it was a dream in a dream. so i was still pondering over it in my "awakened" state in my dream. and wow, perhaps i unearthed my that desire for that warmth and concern. but perhaps, i don't really need it. can't exactly depend on anyone now.
10:48 PM