Thursday, July 23, 2009
I think whenever I hear or get to know about a fren or acquaintance going overseas to study, i feel that tinge of sadness inside of me. not so much that i'll miss the person, its more of me not having that chance to go overseas. think being in raffles made this a social pressure, like hey, you gotta end up overseas man. think being in raffles had really influenced many that elitist thinking of needing to always be at the forefront of the society. its tiring to constantly maintain this sprint to keep in front of everyone. i know i had a shot at it, but i know i choose to stay in Singapore because of a multitude of factors. and I know that God has a plan for me here. for all the reasons i can think of, i should be happier here but when i think of that elusive overseas experience, i just feel that tinge of sadness within me. before yall start booing and say, "raffles elitist," i say im sorry.
5:45 PM