Saturday, May 9, 2009
just turned 20 in 1.5 hours time. just came back from church helping out with flowers. oh man, i love flower arrangement hahaha.
before that was at dinner with the whole family, celebrating nai nai's birthday + mothers day as always. when i saw marcus with his fiancee, i just thought of myself. perhaps if i didn't screw things up, i would be able to introduce you to everyone as well. but yeah, u never wanted such a r/ship so ya, wdv. i hate the fact that im the one who entered a rship thinking about long term without the other partner on the same wavelength. coz i look ard, and it seems, every other couple is so rosy and sweet. oh well, call it bad luck. but we christians don't believe in luck don't we? otherwise luck would be a very easy way of explaining why things happen in life. but we trust in a God which makes it all the more complicated to justify things.
but well, since i turn a year older right now. i shall turn the book of my life to a new page. and sincerely hopes no one tears a page for themselves to keep, and leave the gap there forever.
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