Saturday, May 30, 2009
got back to studying. but i feel like crying once i see what i need to do. im sick of studying, not because i had too much of it, but rather, im really not motivated at all. i've decided to give up on law already. guess i will be taking at least 3 exams in dec together with taxation. sigh, is this the way i should go? i wish i had an answer. im pretty much lost now. im only happy when i do stuff in church because i know that is where God wants me to be. anywhere else, im not so sure anymore. think my life's been smashed a bit this first half of 2009. i think i see some goodness in it though but it certainly messed up a lot of my plans. can only blame myself for not being strong enough, so i must make 2009 a year worthwhile. i pray.
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