Thursday, March 26, 2009
perhaps just perhaps.
maybe its my fault, maybe its yours, maybe it God's. all i know is that im left hanging by a thread.
i know im supposed to just lift it up to God, to let His will be done. but the more i tell myself this each day, the more i feel like im trying to just deceive myself.i was naive, really so naive. fuck this feeling sucks, like being abandoned when there's no more fun in it, when there's no more use. so now i live life on my own, trying to find hope in every fucking little thing i see. great job mark, continue deceiving urself so that you may live each day.
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