Sunday, September 21, 2008
21 Sep 08
This is the day when i announce that i am feeling super tired from what i have put upon myself in my life. its really super tiring. i sat down at clementi station before going to jarrod's house thinking, i could have taken the more relaxing path, like just taking NS as a rest then go on to uni. but what did i do? i took up ACCA, took up more stuff at work, took up more stuff in church and still having to maintain everything that is going on in my life. what am i doing? i dunno really. i need to priortise and sort my life out because im gonna collapse soon. every weekend flies by me. when i finally reach friday and the weekend, first up is sat morn tuition, then aft surely have something or otherwise night has something. then sunday mass, session, then bible sharing. my sunday ends anywhere from 2 to 7pm. then its now, sunday night when im just dreading to go to sleep but i know i need to, coz my body is about to melt.
AHHHHHHHHHHHH ok im going to sleep. i still don't understand why i hate being idle so much, yet when i have so many things on my hands, i can't take it. perhaps ever since i went to RI i was like that. fuck man. last time i was able to do it, how bout now? i feel like i just need to go somewhere and just get away from the world a while. nobody will understand..night night
7:04 AM