Sunday, May 25, 2008
this is something i wanted to blog about for quite some time now so here it is.
its about how i behave, and become a different person when im with different groups of people.
okay at home right, with my sister, i can be a total cockster, talkative, make her laugh. and just be plain stupid with all the goofing around. then i realise, how come when im outside im not like that. suddenly i can become so introverted.
with softballers. when it comes to talking cock, i totally become a listener. i admit the rest are more COCK than me lol. so yeah i become a passive talkcocker. sometimes what i say, everyone will -.- but i'll be the first to laugh at anything not really funny. lol?
with churchies, this is where im not really a cockster. ok sometimes i say stupid things thats about all. this is where sometimes im quiet, partly coz its in church. but once exit church im back to normal haha. being with them its just another feeling, different kind of closeness. praise God!
with paul, yj, lossy. i become a cockster once again, like at home. i think all 4 of us share the same wavelength of cockstuff to say. (almost said cock wavelength) LOL. so no problem, times together are always laughing..
in army.. lol im really pretty quiet here. i feel v numb in army. like not myself anymore. so its just a weird feeling. but soon i'll get used to it. there's ppl like jenhan there who's damn cock.. LOL yeah.
with alot of other ppl, it would depend. like if im with lewis and junyang and wilson, it'll just be mass talking cock session. haha.
if u look up, other than my sister and LOG girls, basically my circle of frens are guys. as jude will say, on my way to priesthood. lol im sure. haha. praise God for all the wonderful frens i have, and i rmb to say it every night because they help me live my life. appreciate! this sounded a bit like listing of frens but its not haha, so pls don't like :( if u weren't mention LOL! the main point was me feeling differently about myself when im with different ppl. chim eh. lol..
mark :D
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