Saturday, May 17, 2008
--17 May--
it sucks.
just came back from smu tea session. it didn't exactly convince me to join them at all. i look around then ask myself, is this the environment i want to be in? i'll like the discussion based lesson but there are so many other factors to it. one, one year is actually wasted when you don't start the BBA but do uni core. thought i was for that but come to think of it, the one year headstart in career is pretty impt too. especially when you are later than the girls ur batch by two years alr. second, the people whom i will be studying with. admit it. i can't go overseas without a scholarship. the ideal ppl i wan to study with will be going overseas. i must disclaim that im not being elitist here, but hey i need people to discuss on my wavelength - part of anyone's criteria to choose a university isn't it. i hate it when i feel like my 4As are pretty worthless now with a GP C and no h3. like wtf. well i told myself i won't regret my decision so i won't. i will look for alternatives. in the end its up to me to excel.
so far i mention to quite a few ppl bout taking FASS. most of the reactions were like, then wad u gonna do in the future. im actually not that concerned about that because there are many organizations in Singapore that require such knowledge in geography and how the world works. so i may really end up there.
--18 May-
just talked to my cousin who's also a geog fanatic. shares the same thoughts as me, amazing. Thank you Lord for sending him into my life right now to show me the way.
thanks to jarrod too. he's always there to make me think differently. now its time to makes things work. God works in wondrous ways. (only jarrod knows y HAHA)
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