Saturday, March 8, 2008
okay. results! shan't talk bout the day. it was just pure stress..
im happy with my results, though a GP c will give me a bit of problem here and there..
for those who think you didn't do well, please not read on, its just ranting.
went to smu, and now suddenly i don't feel that happy anymore. feels like the rat race has started again - for us to reach the stop. there are approx, with my calculation 1500 4A students, include all those with 3 and 2As, thats fucking a lot of people who's gonna fight for whatever thats available. 300-400 med school places, 300 law school places, 200 go overseas. and still u got 1000 people left fighting for all the scholars programme back in Singapore. By the time you reach this 1000 people, scholarships are already depleted so we fight for whatevers thats left. Ok. so the double degrees are snapped up, wad else is there!! ahh.. so we want to fight to reach the top. and we gotta throw everything we have now.
most guys end up command school, then girls can work and get some experience. all adding on to their portfolio. portfolio gets larger. results are more or less equal, so we fight with portfolio. like ZOM.. like so what i was in council, i get squashed by olympiads like a fly. so i play sports, but i get owned by national team players. okay i do both, mayb sounds a bit better but i dont' have a h3. no command school for me as well, so i shall invest in something else that upgrades me as well. wow, so life is like that, can't really stop running.. otherwise u'll just be left behind.
not like i like to be idle! hahaha..
here are my plans
1. Cornell Hotel - okay if they accept me, i still gotta get a fukin scholarship to complement it.
2. SMU LKC scholars programme with double degree - gotta fight with damn a lot of people also
3. i don't really know?
cross my fingers.. i wan my psp first! :D
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