Saturday, February 16, 2008
i feel sad. i have 24 hours to spend outside. before i go back to tekong again. great eh. but happy coz there's church tmr! i hate when i need to miss church. then bad news, we will have another 2week confinement after the coming week.. but good news coz after the confinement, it'll all be almost over.
i feel sad about a lot of other things. nothing much cheers me up anymore. im just waiting for that fateful day to come, not POC, but another thing.. if it doesn't then, well time to move on. its funny how life is always sucky, whether guys are in army or the girls at work, it usually sucks. but only when we accept it as a plan for us, will we be more appreciative for it. however for the case of ns lol, it can't actually be a plan for God for an individual because everyone has to go through it. i guess.. so wad we can do is to look from a different angle la. we gotta do what we gotta do. life seems so "in the future" now. what i actually see when im in tekong is what i do when i book out and all. i don't think i will appreciate much of what experience tekong can give me. this is gonna be the longest 2 years of my life (other than the fact that this year is a leap year -.-!)
she doesn't see me..
2:07 AM