Monday, January 14, 2008
hey all. im gonna blog again. decided to coz won't really have time to meet up with everyone after i go into NS, so here will provide an outlet to how im doing.
the background was randomly taken by me in Pattaya haha, just stretched out my camera and took it - how bout a no-look-take? haha.
life is boring. everyone is in already and i have two more weeks. i just sleep and eat and watch videos the whole day. lazy to start on anything meaningful unless u count setting up of this blog. took me a while lol damn suck at html la.. just this simple one will do :D
i miss the times in Pattaya seriously. in bintan also. v fun times. but its also nice to be back with my family again. going to church and all.
been struggling with faith quite a bit, guess i couldn't digest so much of the athiest arguments i thought i could so slowly la. i got "freaked" out by the videos of egypt's apparition of Mary. it told me that hey, IT IS REAL. we sometimes look at life and ourselves from a passive point of view. when we really see, its scary. cheem stuff la, hard to explain unless u can feel the same way.
guess this time i really thought wrongly. the empty space really made me think of you but thats probably history. can't believe im back to this shit.. argh, NS = no girl gogo
mark
4:32 AM